Conundrum

I've been toying around at the computer for awhile tonight.  I was hoping that something would come to me quickly but it doesn't seem to be happening. So I sat here a bit frustrated...until I realized that something is holding me back.

Since April I have had a post brewing and I feel that I can't write much until I get that one out. Just about everything that I would write about now has to do with that one big event that I haven't found the time to clear out of my head.

Unfortunately, it's a entry that needs time to be properly revealed. What I've struggled with is that when I find the time, I can't muster the motivation.

See my dilemma? I plan to make this a priority now that some of my other heavy commitments are over.

It's going to be good. It's going to explain my absence. It's going to open me up again. Get ready.